Latest raw. Still chasing. Still bleeding into someone’s sheets and calling it home. Still writing love letters no one will answer except the next one who confuses my wounds for a welcome mat.
Love junkie. Not because I’m romantic. Because sobriety feels like dying slowly in a clean room. Because I’d rather be ruined by a voice at 3 a.m. than be fine alone in the daylight. love junkie latest raw
The latest raw hit? Her name was a four-letter verb. She didn’t just hold my hand—she cuffed it to the bedpost of her leaving. Told me she’d stay long enough for the needle to feel like belonging, then pulled the plunger back and took my blood with her. Latest raw
The raw isn’t poetry. It’s the text you type and delete seven times. It’s still wanting her after she called you "too much" — as if too much isn’t just another way of saying you loved at the same volume I fear. Still writing love letters no one will answer
So I stay sick. Not because I don’t know better. Because better never made my heart feel like a drum solo. Because peace tastes like medicine, and I’ve always preferred the poison I chose myself.
I don’t fall in love anymore. I mainline it. Straight into the soft hollow of my throat, where trust used to live before I learned that every kiss comes with a cut.