Jean looked at him. Really looked. The man’s hands were clean but trembled. His eyes had that drowned quality Jean recognized from his own bathroom mirror.
The next morning, he didn’t fix the coffee machine—he drank it cold. He didn’t apologize to the mailman for the overgrown hedge. He walked past a “For Sale” sign on his neighbor’s lawn and felt nothing. Not sadness. Not relief. Just a strange, weightless hum. je m en fous
Jean had spent forty-seven years trying to care. He cared about deadlines, about his mother’s opinion, about the chipped paint on his front door. He cared so much that his shoulders were permanently curved inward, as if bracing for a falling sky. Jean looked at him
“Lost everything,” the man added, unprompted. “Wife, house, dog. Not in that order.” His eyes had that drowned quality Jean recognized